One of those days

Its one of those moments again when you pray and you are not sure he is listening
Its one of those moments when day breaks and you are not sure why night still stays
In the place where day
Should wait
Its one of those days
When you hate
What you have become
Its one of those days when the wrong things, the wrong energy, the vibe your sinful body gives you
Comes back to bite you
Its one of those days I ask myself
Why my heavenly father loves me to death
Its one of those days I wish I could give him what would please him best
It is one of those days I wish that just once I would stop being me
Its one of those days that I wish I could completely be free
From the sin that so easily beset me
Its one of those days am reminded of how far he has brought me
It is one of those days that sleep eludes me
Its one of those days that clarity is my kin, is my
Soulmate and infact a given
It is one of those days I am tempted to cry to the heavens
For the blueprint for life
And the meaning behind the light
And it is one of those days that I hope these cries would resonate over seas, land and beyond the skies
One of those days that are hard to describe
One of those days when I look into his heart and I cry
Because of who I am inside 



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