Disobedience

I hear what you say

It rings in my soul

You speak to me

Telling me where to go

To save me from being alone

So when I sow

I will reap ten folds

The way I should

Yet I refuse

Then I complain I do not grow

I am brought low

Its not you…it has never been

It’s me

Because I refuse to do what I am told

You love me

This I know

Even more than I deserve

I was lost.. dead even

Yet you brought me home

Now you want me to prosper

But to do that

There is what I must do

And its this doing

I struggle with

It has never been your fault

It has always been mine

Cos I don’t go where you want me to go

Forgive me

I do not want to struggle any longer

I am ready to see your wonders

Help me father to do what I must do

Help me to obey you

And put this disobedience far from me

Amen

To my King of kings