When the pain comes

When the pain comes
I am lost
taken to a world where there is nothing but hurt
When the pain comes
Everything i am fighting for becomes pointless; mere folklore
When the pain comes
IT HURTS
A pain that seems to pierce my very soul
When the pain comes
No matter how many people are around me
I always feel alone
and every breath is like a knife digging into my very soul
When the pain comes
I groan
Hating myself for the loud cries of pain that burst from the throne
of my soul
When the pain comes
heaven seems closer
almost like home
When the pain comes i wish i could be reborn