No her, No us, Only me

There is no us
There is no her
There is no we
There is only me
So y'all can all go ahead and bite me
I want to be free
I have nothing to offer anyone
But me

I am spent emotionally
Please believe me
I am tired of all i see around me
Sometimes i wonder whether my good heavenly father hears me
Sometimes i feel
My sin is so great that i have blocked him from me

There is nothing but this
I have nothing else to give
So don't expect anything from me
I have nothing
Nada
All I have is twisted
Like a hundred and fifty pile up on the express
mangled and twisted in the depths of me

Now I can barely believe
I hear what he tells me
I even see it in dreams
But pressures around me try to squeeze the hope out of me
I feel nothing
Only an emptiness i couldn't explain to anyone
Least of all thee

All i can be now is secluded and free
So I can breathe
If i don't get it right this time
It might be the last time for me
I can almost hear you say sin consciousness
Eats up at me
I can almost hear you say
Alone is what you shouldn't be
But this is what I have to be
I cannot cope with having someone need and rely on me
When I am as spent as this

I have nothing on my insides to give
Don't expect what I am incapable of handing out even as a treat
Emotionally I am an empty shell
Nothing else at the moment matters to me
I can only pray that my God in heaven will have mercy on me
Because without him
I am nothing
And if this emptiness continues
What is to become of me?
I have nothing to give
And for that
There is no her
There is no us
There is no we
There is only me